Feelin fuckn sad and angry. Yes, im saying fuck. Im pretty upset now. And I can find no words to exactly describe how I feel and it sucks.

Simply put ignorance is bliss. But since Im exposed to some information I might as well get to th bottom of it. Not that i care. I just dont like leaving things hanging at a midpoint. Screw this, I rather I not know.

zzzzzz

Hi idiots. Just to tell you that your mother me here havent sleep yet. Sleeping time is getting more and more hardcore as days goes by. I think if this continues I can be like Edward Cullen dont need sleep and be 17 forever HAHAHA. Not a big fan of him altho he glitter and shines *ting ting*

Fuck la. I need to be more well mannered already okay no more cbs nbs knns smljs kns or whatsoever. I want to be a guy leh! Can swear like free flow. Zzzz okay nvm. No more pointing of middle fingers and saying HONG KAN over th phone HAHA. ): Bai vulgarities. But maybe I keep keep "fuck" in my dictionary. Cant bear to abandon it.

OKAY IM BULLSHITTINGGGGGG. I guess I might need to turn to pills to make me sleep oready. I WANT TO TRANSFER COURSE LIKE NOW LEH WHY TIME PASSES SO SLOW?!!?!
*curbs th urge to swear a million words*

I practically bumped into th whole world today. LOL. Really alot leh omg like 1 step 1 person.

Saw peeps like hongna, then yangyi, then joan waved to me, and tang was beside her.

Next i saw daniel teng, jeannette touched my arm and i saw her OOPS TOO SMALL HEHEHE luv then i saw samantha, timothy, kathlyn, liang wei, ong wei, joyce. Wa this is crazy man, SP got so small meh?!

Im like practically tonning everyday man slping at 7am or dont even slp. Otherwise i slp at 7am = skipping lessons. Had MOB retest today!! Crapped nonsense that filled a full 3 pages ^^

Teeheee but i skipped Stats): ken kwan must be so disappointed.... Haaaaaaaai.

I've been on my dinner for th past 1.5hr... Damn. I cant finish it and im so full!!! Stupid porridge. ): ITS WEDNESDAY TOMO! = TRAINING~

Summarising my first day of school :

1. Went to school w/o any sleep
2. Late for 30mins
3. Classmates went WOW as I entered th room
4. Tutor told me to buck up
5. Rotted in FC6
6. Ate only apple, guava and drank water thru out th sch day
7. Watched Desperate housewives
8. Went for lessons
9. Fell asleep while looking at tutor
10. Fell asleep while formatting MSWord doc
11. Failed ITAB by 1 mark (Fuck la)
12. Went for MOB
13. Almost died while waiting for lessons to end
14. Major twit spam thru out th day
15. Met JNAH
16. Went home
17. Napped
18. Got kaopeh-ed
19. Ate dinner
20. Awake till now

So how's your first day of school? :)

I spent my first 3 days of 2010 nuaing at home. haha fail much but i kinda enjoy it w th company of K ^^ teehee. thinking of school tomorrow makes me feel like getting sick. ):
I dont want school! Dont want dont want!!! School means not seeing K for 5 days straight and we only have th weekends together... If... we both coop ourselves at home. Sigh ):

So! Hoping that i can lose weight before CNY, I've started my diet plan oready!!
1 meal a day, and since i only wake up in th evening, done deal! but i dk abt sch days though ):
more vege more fruits less meat less rice less carbs
no supper! no junk food! less fast food!
exercise moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

OKAY OFF TO WATCH TEEEBEEE AND DO SOME EXERCISE ^^

Hi~~~ Today blogger uploaded amazingly fast... Hehehe, aft this post and editing my summarisation of 09 one, i guess im gonna head down to 7-11 fo some supper! Weeeeee.

Woke up at 8pm today, HARDCORE RIGHT!!! Damn own man seriously. Pig ttm kekeke. But also as a result, i missed training -.-

WINTER LEAGUE TOMO! Idk what time i will be able to turn in and how am i gna wake up man.... Siannnnzzzzzzzzzzz. Nonetheless school is gonna reopen, major sian-ness. ):

Okay resolutions for th new year!!! ^^

- Lose weight!!!

- Try to attend all lessons

- Try to be in school on time...

- Try to pull up my GPA

- Try to attend all trainings (SPU / ZD)

- Try not to punch my classmates in the face when they make fun of my complexion

- SAVE UP

- Find another job ( i think my boss just sacked me cos he never contact me and he havent pay me my salary!! sibeh sian kena scam T.T)

- Cut down on vulgarities ( I BET ALOT OF PPL WLD LOVE THIS )

HAHAHA almost all is "TRY" but really la just TRY lor. What to do... Anyway hamster so cute hor. ^^v

Drafted at 4am this morning: Currently at esplanade nao... Most of the peeps are dozing off on th hard ground. Waiting for th boys t finish their work bef going for breakfast then home!!! Can't wait to go home really. Still feeling so lethargic from yesterday.

Gotta feeling that this post will be pretty long! It's close t 5 and I'm extremely bored sian sian sian. Saw fireworks just now!!! Pretty awesome man, just that there're a million of people squeezing plus a bunch of bastards spraying th soap foam sai thing. Extremely annoying ttm feel like feeding them th whole can.

Alright as promised, here's my summarization of 2009. Briefly put it sucked. But i'm gonna elaborate it anyway. well I remembered that my countdown was spent at vivo bef getting high and fly at some playground around my neighbourhood followed by sprouting nonsense then hugging my friend to slp. This year was better although I wished I cld have got more rest at home. Love the fireworks but hate th crowd.

Afterwhich I changed my original clique because of some unforseen circumstances. Had much more fun and laughter, mahjong, slacking, 85, birthday celebrations, chalets, drinking, gambling sessions, picnics.

I also had another sub clique hahaha glad to know ppl like rongking and xian ming who treated me like really well and all, dont regret knowing him as a friend. Come to think of it I havent seen him since last sept when he booked in!!! Sheesh we should really go for some avocado juice and vegetarian food mannnn...

Then I changed my clique again cuz of some disputes, not really what I wanted but I'm so fuckin glad t have found th girls as quoted by zl, on a really random time and place. Shi sha and pictures, thinking about it it's been so long since I went there.

So through joella I knew a bunch of gr8 boys, went thru th most rebellious period of time in my life, had much more fun, town every week, clubbing, chalets, bbq, drinking, getting drunk, och, imeta days, skipped school, screwed my results up and was th well known wildchild92 in school.

Then i met this boy, who's very very nice to me... But too bad we wasnt fated huh HAHAHAH CSJ

Not forgetting joella's bro and co. Had pretty many fun times w them too, and h2h talk. A bunch of boys still maturing and still very Kao peh and guai lan!!!! Love them alot nonetheless, all are like my brothers ^^ Days of IT FAIR! Knew many many many people... including NOMS. ^^v

Then lived my days slacking around skate park, studying at mac for exams...

Baking cookies for xmas...

And of course working for merely a day at uniqlo. HHAHAA

Speaking about school, th wrongest choice I've made in my 17 years of life. Hated my course to th core and what I hoped was a bloody transf t my desired one and I promise I won't screw it up anymore.

Oh and about my cca, I joined sp ultimate frisbee and from then on it turned from leisure sport to passion. Really want t ace it so badly. But guess I had to put in more effort. This sport also brought me closer to alot of people, learned t treasure, t laugh, t absorb advice, t console, and t love. I'm really happy that I found all these dearies to be by my side rooting me on whatever I do.

I had my ups and downs, but I learnt alot this year, to not take things for granted and t mature more, t console more people. I have my weak sides too but I know only one person can heal me and cheer me up. I won't forget him, he's th one who made me realize so many things. I'm glad t partially have him back by my side, i'm happy w this arrangement and of course I'm happy he's willing t be there for me too. Appreciates every little thing that my friends had done for me, thank you very much and love y'all!!!

With that, happy 2010 and goodbye 2009!! ^^ heheheheh it will def be a better year! Thinking about th chillin on every fri, ladies night.... Shiok.